Showing posts with label Jezebel's Diary. Show all posts
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Monday, July 17, 2017

Jezebel’s Diary 11: Reading


This is a story of a girl. A wallflower, someone who did not draw too much attention to herself. Someone who sat quietly in class while the boys threw paper balls around the classroom, while girls gossiped about the latest couple in school. This comes from a time, when smartphones had yet to be released and when MSN messenger was the go-to platform for ‘project meetings’.

This girl was a plain Jane, so we shall call her Jane in this story. Just an average girl in an average secondary school. Her grades were decent, but not good enough that it drew attention. She had no interesting hobbies, nothing on her that people could gossip about. In fact, the most interesting thing about her was that she was a bookworm, never to be seen around school without a storybook in her hand that was thicker than any of her textbooks.

Once the school bell rang, Jane was always one of the first students out of school, disappearing right under her classmates’ noses. No one notices her, not that anyone bothered to anyway. Jane rushed to the bus stop, and always manages to grab a bus which was not infected with students who just ended school.

She makes her way to the library, a home away from home. She had one of those stepdads who abused her and her sister frequently, so Jane spent as much time as possible at the library, claiming to be studying. Yet, her real reason to be here was to be with her friends, her fictional friends from lands far away, where snow, floods and earthquakes were common, where magic flowed in people’s veins.

Being in secondary school, no one bats an eyelid as Jane heads up to the adult section, where there were no kids screaming and where there were thicker books that appealed more to her. Jane picks up a new novel today, not sure of whatever she was reading, not sure who she will be meeting today.

Sitting down in a quiet corner of her choosing, Jane opens up her book and allows the words to welcome her into its ink-based world. She opens this book without realising that this book will change who she is, a book that will create someone new within her.

Being a book catered to the older crowd, Jane was still unaware of the themes these books carried within, themes that she was not ready for. Today, that book was one such book. A book set in Ancient Greece, set in the midst of a war.

Jane continued to read word after word, the printed words forming images in her mind like that of a movie. She watched as characters were portrayed sexually, when the heroine herself was raped, where men revealed their deepest and darkest sexual fantasies.

“… The general stood facing the captured princess and king, both of whom were held in chains underneath the deepest dungeon that their castle had, a castle that they once called home.”

It was as if Jane was with them, feeling the cold of the dungeon against her skin, seeing the princess in her ragged clothes and the king with his frayed beard.

“Giving an evil smile, the general once again asked the king to beg for mercy, to surrender his castle and ask his troops to lay down their arms against the rebel forces. The king lay silent, not wanting to break the morale of his men, loyal men fighting for freedom, fighting for their homes.

The general shook his head, annoyed by the king’s stubbornness. He walked over to the princess in chains, noting how beautiful she was, even with her clothes in such a disarray. In fact, the dirt and grime in the dungeon only served to let her beauty stand out even more.

Taking his spear, he prodded it under her chin, lifting up her head to observe his beauty for himself.”

Jane felt her chin being tilted upward by the words, and she felt for herself the point of the spear just above her throat.

“She was a beauty indeed. The tales did not lie. With one swift stroke, the general brought his blade down the front of whatever remained of the princess’s garments, her bare skin revealed to the general, skin untouched by the eyes of mere men.

The king expressed an expression of shock, looking away from his daughter’s state of undress. The princess closed her eyes, ashamed of her nakedness. The general only laughed, his eyes aflame with evil intentions.”

Jane felt for herself the state of the princess’s undress despite still having her uniform on. She traced a finger down the front of her clothes, as if a blade was being drawn down the centre of her torso. She tried to feel for herself what the princess would have felt, naked before at least two men in a dark dungeon, only lit by torches.

“The general grabbed the princess by her throat, pulling her upright till she stood on tiptoes, her eyes still closed in defiance, defying the inevitable. With his other free hand, her brought down his fingers upon her face of beauty with a loud and audible slap, one that echoed through the dungeons.

The princess only gasped from the pain, while her father stay knelt upon the cold stone, his body shaking with anger and tears flowing from his eyes. The general only slapped her once more, feeling triumphant at the helplessness of the royal family before him.”

It was as if Jane was being slapped herself, having been beaten by her stepdad before. Yet, she was aware of the nakedness of the princess, and she felt like she herself was being abused and humiliated, right before her very own father. She felt a tingle down her bare skin, and a flush rushed to her cheeks, reddened as if she was really slapped.

“A full-grown man, the general was well-aware of the weaknesses of the human body. If force could not break her, perhaps pleasure would. With force, he tore apart whatever remaining cloth there was on the princess’s body, allowing her to stand fully naked in front of her father.

The princess stood shivering from the cold, shaking from the pain dealt to her cheeks. She felt her nipples harden with the cold air upon her bare breasts, sore and erect with blood. The general only laughed at her helplessness, and softly drew his fingers over her naked chest.”

Jane felt as if she herself was molested. Nipples that she never felt before were suddenly very sensitive to her, pushing outwards from her chest. In the cold of the library, she felt the soft fabric of her training bra touch against her nipples, the general himself was there, touching her young body.

“He continued to touch her, totally ignoring the kneeling king barely an arm’s length away. He dragged his fingers across her mounds of flesh gently, feeling the smooth skin under his callused fingers. He observed as the princess seemed to relax a little, yet she still pursed her lips, maintaining silence. Without warning, the general gave the princess’s nipples a pinch, causing her to give out a little cry of pain at the sudden pressure upon her already sensitive nipples.”

Jane jumped a little at the sudden development, moving her hands upwards to cover her breasts on instinct. This, as she would later know, was not a good move to make. Her hand’s pressure on her breast also felt like something new to her, and thankfully she managed to bite down upon her lips just in time to muffle her moan into a squeak. This feeling was new to her, unexplored, unknown.

One would think nothing of this young girl in a school uniform, just someone who was really absorbed into the thick novel she was currently reading, barely able to contain her excitement. Little did they know.

“The general traced his hands all over the naked princess, each stroke getting lower and lower…”

Jane moved her fingers down, slowly touching herself, her other hand holding the book firmly, turning the page when necessary.

“He came to a rest before her navel, his hands inches above her naturally grown public hair, hair that was just as lush as the hair upon her royal head. He lifted his fingers up and bent down to see her better, and to get a better view of her lower body. He continued his gentle strokes once more, starting from her knees upwards…”

And Jane followed, placing her free hand upon her knee, gently.

“He stroked upwards, gently moving his old hand along her smooth inner thigh.”

And Jane also moved her hands up, up her school skirt. She felt a warm flush, her skin more sensitive than it should be. It felt forbidden, wrong, yet it felt good.

“He reached her private region, which seemed to be oozing a different sort of heat compared to the rest of the body. Being a full-grown man accustomed to lots of sexual pleasures, he could distinctly smell the scent of arousal in the air in the deep, dark dungeon. The princess moaned – the first audible sound she made – in pleasure, sensing feelings she never experienced before.”

Jane moved upwards to cup the mound of her young pussy, feeling warm between her legs. Her skirt was hitched up by her arm, but no one was around to see. She felt the slight moisture upon her privates, and somehow she knew where would feel good. She moved her hands in circles below herself, imagining herself being touched instead.

“The general then stroked her privates, running a finger along her thin, unused clit, untouched by any man.”

Jane shifted her panties to the side to gain access to her privates, her bare hands a different feeling altogether from being touched over her panties. She groaned a little moan as she stroked her fingers up and down upon her slit, feeling the new sensation of wetness upon her fingers.

“The princess continued to moan despite being fondled by her captor, her body a slave to her own erotic desires.”

Without care for her surroundings – not that she needed to – Jane continued to stroke herself, feeling her first touch of her engorged and aroused clit. Knowing how it felt exceptionally good there, she continued to touch herself there, running circles around her little button.

“Then all of a sudden the general tilted his finger and plunged it deep inside her. The lubrication of her arousal allowed his finger for easy entry, and she did not feel the pain, only pleasure as she was fingered by the kingdom’s sworn enemy right in front of her father.”

Jane tried for herself, lowering her wet finger slowly to the entrance that was inviting her. It was easy to find, the source of the wetness, the source of the womanly warmth between her legs. She eased her own fingers deep into herself, stifling a moan as she felt herself being filled up by her fingers.

She started to discover herself, feeling for herself the soft, sensitive spots deep within her. She continued to stroke, feeling the pleasure build upon pleasure created by an earlier stroke, pleasure building up for some sort of great release.

“The general wiggled his fingers deep inside his captive princess, his fingers exploring her unexplored caverns, her untouched innocence. He was forceful yet gentle at the same time, and with each time he plunged his finger deep inside her again, the princess moaned, her cries of pleasure drowning out the sobs of her father just barely metres away.”

And then Jane felt it, the first wave of unexplainable pleasure and release. Underneath her school skirt and with her fingers knuckle deep within her, her pussy gave out a spasm as the first wave of orgasm hit her, then another and another was the words on the book rolled into an image of pleasure on her imagination.

She was unaware if she actually let out a moan, but she was shaking from the overbearing pleasure that wrecked her over and over again, her knees pressed together and her fingers wet inside her, feeling every time her young vagina clenched its soft muscles around her.

When she finally did recover from her climax, Jane could feel each pump of blood that flowed through her, and she felt light-headed and faint. She felt her vagina still throbbing, the vestiges of her first orgasm leaving her.

Her breath came in quick breaths, and she slowly placed her panties back to where they below, and she cleaned her wet fingers upon her school skirt.

Jane shut the book she held, marking where she stopped reading and where pleasure took over. Walking to the book borrowing machine, she could feel her moist underwear between her legs, and a slight stickiness of her bodily fluids upon her inner thigh.

She scanned the book, and carried the book in her hands, leaving the library with no one taking a look at her, just like the way she entered, just like the way she went everywhere else.

And that, is the story of how a plain Jane found her first orgasm, and many more to come, with a book – A book with a heroine named Jezebel.

Friday, June 30, 2017

Jezebel's Diary 10: No Hello, No Goodbye


I stared up at the ceiling of yet another unfamiliar room, the dull ache in my head fading away bit by bit. Slowly, I eased myself upright, the blanket falling off me to reveal my naked breasts. I looked around myself and found a cup of water sitting on the bedside table. Well, at least I had some sense to pour myself a cup of water last night. I drenched my dry throat and looked to the other side, greeted by yet another unfamiliar face.

He was still fast asleep, and in the dim light of the breaking dawn, he was not good looking at all. Seeing his neat haircut, well-toned muscles and apparent youth upon his facial features, I made him out to be about twenty years old… Probably serving the nation then? My observation was confirmed by the set of pixelated uniform hanging behind the bedroom door. Not that it mattered anyway.

I lifted the sheets above his body, only to find that he was just as naked as I was, the rest of his body just as well-built as his shoulders were. Slowly, I lifted the sheets off the rest of him, leaving him bare upon the bed. His morning wood stood upright, straight upwards from his clump of untended pubic hair.

I spent the next few minutes staring at his body, observing his cock throb with each pulse of blood that flowed through him. He had an averagely large member, uncircumcised as most Chinese usually are. I propped my leg upright, feeling downwards for my own secret region. I traced past my recently waxed mound and found my silt between my legs, which still felt a bit sore from the night before.

Slowly, I traced my finger up and down the crease of my flesh, feeling my cool fingers slowly getting warmed by my warm pussy. My vagina reacted to my cold touch, slowly getting moist, my vagina lips spreading slightly apart with arousal. I could feel a tingle of arousal within my nether regions, the need to have something inside me slowly building up.

I stared at his cock, still hard, swollen and upright, and just right there to satisfy my needs. Gently, I got up on all fours and leaned downwards towards this stranger’s cock, letting my long wavy hair glide across his abs as I did so. I combed my hair aside in a bunch, exposing my neck towards his face. Well, not that he was awake… Yet.

Coming closer to his cock, I saw his precum glistening upon the reddish purplish head, coating his cock with a light sheen of bodily fluids. I gave it a light whiff, the salty smell all too familiar to me. I reached between my legs for my vagina once more, feeling my ready wetness. I lowered my head to his cock, my lips gently kissing the moist tip of his member. With my neck arched upwards, I saw that my stranger from the night before has yet to wake up.

I slipped my tongue outwards, tasting his salty precum upon my tastebuds. I swirled his taste about my lips, smelling his arousal. I tilted my head and shifted downwards, licking his shaft as I went along. His shaft was bare of any bodily fluids, so I coated them with my saliva, expertly shifting my head one big round to try to get as much of his cock coated with my saliva as possible.

With his cock coated in my spit, I started to lick his shaft, gently prodding my soft tongue on the underside of his cock. I started from the base where his cock met his balls, and then I slowly licked upwards, ending off with a light flick of my tongue against the underside of his cock head. Then, I topped it off by planting a light kiss upon the tip of his swollen member, which seemed to be oozing out more precum by the moment.

I heard him moan a light at my gentle teasing, his cock throbbing a little more with the added stimulation to his morning wood. I closed my lips around his cock and gently sucked, inciting a moan once more. I continued to stroke my slit beneath me, feeling my clit getting engorged with blood as I started to get aroused from sucking cock.

As I plunged a finger into myself, I engulfed his cock into my mouth, starting upwards and downwards upon his hard cock. My soft lips upon his cock proved to be very effective on him, as I heard him moan and groan, his hips trying to thrust deeper into my wet mouth. I enjoyed hearing his manly groans, feeling myself get wetter at the prospect of having him inside me.

I continued to move my soft lips up and down his shaft, my tongue pressed against the underside of his cock within for the maximum effect. I was quite sure he was awake, with his facial muscles clenched into a grimace, enjoying the pleasure of his morning blowjob.

I lifted my head up from his cock, hearing him sigh a breath of expiration, his cock ready for more sucking. I stretched out my long legs to reposition myself, getting ready to get my fair share from this soldier. I got into the sixty-nine position, and my mouth returned to his cock again once more.

I expected him to get up and start eating my out, yet he took no initiative. In my mind, I rolled my eyes as I sat my face down upon his face, thankful that my flexibility allowed me to do so with ease. I felt his feeble attempts at licking me, all off centre.

I resorted to grind my pussy upon any facial features I could find, venting my frustrations by sucking on his cock even harder than before. With that, he could barely concentrate, his body arched and stiff from the pleasure I was delivering to his sex.

Seeing as he sucked at eating me out, I got up from my position and decided to just settle for my main course for the morning. I straddled his body and aimed his cock along my slit, sliding his wet member along my vagina. I eased into him slowly, but he thrusted upwards at me, sinking his whole flesh rod deep into me.

I felt my gaping vagina being filled, his cock stretching me out inside me. Ah… At least this still feels good. I started to ride his cock, pressing my hands down upon his chest, stopping him from moving around too much while I was treating his cock like a real-life dildo.

I tilted my body at an angle, just nice for the head of the cock to hit against my sensitive spots whenever I moved to and fro. I could feel his meat rod warm inside me, throbbing with the heat of blood flowing through his member. I continued to ease myself forward and backward, grinding my hips against his pelvic region, stimulating my clit further.

I could feel it slowly building up, the tension of the morning release coursing through my veins. With a gasp of relieve, I feel my entire body give out a spasm of pleasure throughout, liquid pleasure flowing through my entire body, emanating from my pussy. As I came down from my first wave of pleasure, I moaned again as the second wave hit, more gentle then the previous, but intense all the same.

With each wave of pleasure, my pussy clenched its muscles about his thick cock, engulfing him with my womanly warmth. I felt his cock shudder and give way as the fourth wave of pleasure throbbed within me, his rod sowing seeds deep within me. I felt his warm semen fill me, squirt after squirt deep into my body.

As I subsided from my orgasm, I felt his meat rod throb inside me as it slowly deflated, the man before me exhausted from his morning exercise. His face was a sheen of sweat upon perfectly normal features, not one that I would stick around with for much longer.

I made sure to note where my panties were – on the floor on the other side of the bed – before I got up, pulling his flaccid cock out from me as I did do. I always enjoyed this feeling, the semen slowly leaking out as I pulled out the stopper from my pussy. I pulled my underwear back on, wearing the crumpled clothes that I wore from the night before.

I checked out if I have gotten all my belongings, and I left quietly, without a single goodbye. Not that it began with a hello anyway.

Sunday, February 26, 2017

Wednesday, November 9, 2016

Jezebel's Diary 8: Inspiration


I want to write
I want to express
Images to say
No words to display

I want to feel
I want to show
Emotions to tell
Stories to feel

My hand drifts
Across my phone
The lighted screen
Remains still

I stood alone
Outside the cold
I felt the numb
The cold loneliness

Music too bright
Lights too loud
Alcohol was numb
Legs were drunk

Inspiration
Strikes
At the weirdest
Of times

My hand
Finally moves
Words formed
Images written

I stood tall
Upon swaying feet
I typed hurriedly
Ideas don’t wait

As I wrote
As I strode
I spotted inspiration
On the floor

Inspiration cried
Back against a wall
She sat on the floor
Tears she only saw

I leant down
Caressed her cheeks
Inspiration
You’re all I seek

Feeling my hand
She tilted her head
Upwards she gazed
With distant eyes

She was gone
Her soul was torn
She cried enough
To those loud sounds

In the dark
I carried her up
Against the wall
I whispered to her

Inspiration
You’re what I seek
Others may not want
But you I need

Inspiration smiled
A weak one at best
Her soft eyes
Still had hope

I smell her breath
Her exhale on my lips
Our noses touched
Our lips joined

This is wrong
She thought aloud
I’ve not done this
Ever before

I did not smile
I just leaned in
My lips found hers
With inspiration I kissed

Inspiration
Had a flat stomach
Smooth toned skin
Cherry sweet lips

I felt her up
My hands against
Her skin
Under her slip

She did the same
Her hands on my back
Drawing me close
Enjoying our kiss

I felt her breasts
Covered with lace
Hearing quickened breaths
Feeling quiet moans

My hand
Was sandwiched
By her warm back
And the cold wall

Found the clasp
Of her lace bra
I slipped under
Pressing against skin

Knees between
Her legs
I leaned gently
Onto her jeans

Inspiration moaned
And moved
Her hips gently
Against my knee

Her hands grabbed
Crumpling my dress
Yet I did not care
I wanted her bad

For someone new
She had the feel
For experienced me
I knew what to do

My hand
Moves unfettered
Across her
Heaving chest

Under her lace
Feeling her mound
Of young breasts
Of erect nipples

Each one I pinched
Lightly and sensually
Too little to hurt
Enough to pleasure

Her jeans
Were in the way
The rough material
Blocked my path

We were in public
Acting like lovers
I wanted more
I could not care

My tongue found hers
Like how a snake
Senses heat
Like second nature

Inspiration was drunk
On my sexual advances
Sealed by my lips
An addictive kiss

My hand drifts
Under her jeans
Found the same
Matching lace

Under I went
Feeling her skin
Found some hair
Yet downwards I seek

I loosened my knee
Giving some space
To find the secret
Of my inspiration

I found the secret
Moist against my hand
The familiar folds
I also have

I knew where
To touch
I knew where
To feel

My hand slides
Along familiar
Rifts and edges
To deliver pleasure

Inspiration squealed
Into my mouth
The high pitch
Hitting my throat

I was engulfed
With satisfaction
Pleasuring someone
My dedication

Inspiration leaned
Onto my breasts
Her hands gripped
For support and rest

One hand upon breasts
Kneading like dough
The other is wet
Like working clay

The feelings she felt
I am well aware
Years of experience
None could compare

My fingers moved
Like an expert craftsman
Moulding wet clay
Quickly and gently

She was almost ready
Drawn like a bow
Ready to release
I was in control

I felt her tense
Under my hands
The familiar shudder
I could deliver

Inspiration groaned
One last time
She held her breath
As I soaked her dry

I held her close
As she recovered
From the pleasure
That wrecked her

I laid a kiss
Upon her forehead
My hands caressed
Her warm cheeks

Finally she stood
On her two feet
I gazed once more
At dreamy brown eyes

Thanks she said
Her eyes glowed
It was my first
I must be insane

I smiled a smile
Secretive and shy
Like how I am
In real life

There is no need
We will not meet
I’m merely a stranger
Seeking inspiration

Inspiration I wanted
Inspiration I needed
Inspiration I sought
Inspiration I found

These stories I write
Are deeply etched
With my heart and soul
My feelings entwined

Sometimes I write
With feelings enraged
Sometimes I write
With no aim in mind

But always I write
To express myself
And I always write
To find myself